The Silent Prayer

The Best Frens For Life :)

2010-11-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

Was chatin with Kenus about her blog, she told me how n when she started to blog... and i really couldn't remember y did i start blogging... and i seldom blog~~ lol... because i've been busy... n im always busy...

Few days ago, i was in bad mood... i got no mood to do anything... maybe it was because of work... sigh... juz dunno how to manage it better.... But when i was very upset, suddenly Hui Lin posted at my fb wall... saying tat few of them are in my working place... without second thoughts... i went to meet them~~

It was so happy to meet huilin, kew, mei zhen n worms tat night when i was really sad... they appeared when i really need someone to talk to... we spent all night long together... n i didnt go home!! haha... it was like back to my college life... we chat, we gossip... meeting old frens like them made me feel so warm n touched... nth could be better than spending time with best frens like them...

The 5 of us <3

Me & Mei Zhen, the one who used to bully me when i was a small gal :P

Fish & Worm...

After 6 Months...

2010-05-17T12:04:00.000-07:00

It had been six months since the last time i blogged... Seems like i've been abandoned my blog... Life has been very busy... busy n busy... which i couldn't spend time on blogging... had been busy with work n studies.. but recently, bad things juz came in a row... under control... which gonna drive me crazy... accident... food cost burst~~ arghh!! i wish i could blog everyday... to write out everything happen in my life... but im juz too busy + lazy... lol... n 1 important thing to share is... i met someone who is so so so special... someone who can really calm me down... supoort me.. but... he doesn't like me.. lol... how bad~~~ well, we gonna be frens anyway... its good knowing u... n hoping i can know u more :)

It's Christmas Again...

2009-12-23T04:37:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for ages... always wanted to drop some words here but tiredness stop me from doin this... lots to tell.. After months of transfering from this outlet to another 1, finally im now permanent in this outlet. well... i got promoted as an asst. restaurant manager starting from this month... starting the workloads was like killing me off.. 8.5 hour of working a day doesn't seems to be enough for me... but now everything's getting smooth... hope it'll gets better as i was working really hard on it... besides, im goin 2 start my college life a again next month... dunno how will it be but im ready for tat study + working life. It might be very tiring or I might not have extra time to do the things I like but it doesn't matter... Im willing to sacrifice this to get a better future :) hehe... Always wish to update my blog everyday like everyone does, but sometimes was too busy and sometimes there's nth special happen... My daily routine is work + sleep + eat = Cindy's life :P lol... cant help it...

Well... its christmas again... and then the new year comes... gonna get my ass back to ipoh and go to the church... Din get to celeb christmas last year, luckily this year they allow me to take leave... but then CNY cant take leave d lor.. so bad... well... im tired and sleepy again... gonna getr myself to the bed soon... btw... Mic, r u in paris nw? i din see u on9 for ages...

P/S... my dear frenz... wish u guys a merry and blessed christmas :)

My Dear Crazy Family..

2009-12-06T07:30:00.001-08:00

choon yaw, yee, lind, eunice, sasa, carmen... u guys r the crazy family members... i was listening to the song zombie... my mind was full with u guys... i can still remember when we sang this song loudly at genting... we didn't care how ppl look at us! we juz sang it out as loud as we could... my dear... how had u guys been doin? i miss those days... when we must meet each other every single day... we spent our precious time 2gether... did lots of stupid crazy things...its memorable.. i miss u guys..

Boring n lonely life...

2009-11-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

again, has been couple of weeks din update my blog... im boring... im lonely... im sad... im numb!!! someone save me out from this place PLS!! Dunno wats goin on with me but i juz dun feel happy... how can i change my life?... there's no way for me to get my life better... sucks!! recently i always think of u... i juz dunno y... maybe i dun love u anymore... but i do miss u... she changed my life... in the past... u were always there for me... accompany me whenever i want u to be here with me... but now, i have to visit the doctor alone when im sick, i hav to figure out wat to hav for my dinner, i hav solve the problem tat i face.. i could hardly seek advice from u... everytime when i see u i feels like u r so far away from me... u r not mine anymore... u belongs to her... n me... i hav to be more n more independent... do u noe how i feel everytime when im sick? n i need to take care of myself? let me tell u... i feel sucks!!! i hate this kind of feeling but i juz cant help it... i cant live in the past anymore... someone pls get me out of here!!!

A... Break...

2009-10-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

It's been so damn long since my last post.. well.. long story to tell... let me squeeze everything in 1 post.. hehe...after my cousin's wedding i took a week of leave as jessica was back again in msia for a week as well.. we spent most of our time 2gether.. hair cutting... shopping... n ofcoz.. eating!! we both miss ipoh delicious foods.. as everyone says.. happy moment passes very fast.. i can still remember the morning tat i sent her to the airport.. gosh! i hate this kind of feeling... we both tears.. cuz we r only able to meet again next year.. i really had a great time with u sis.. n i love u so.. we spent much time with the family... its a happy break for me~ as i really enjoyed it... without any burden of my work... Thank God..

Next... i was able to meet Yvonne 2 days b4 i start working.. she came back for her holidays as well.. We actually went to Penang... juz the 2 of u.. where we didn't noe the directions in Penang at all... lol.. but we were still able to hav the most popular asam laksa near kek lok seh.. n we also went to Batu Feringgi to hav a walk... n ofcoz we had of dinner at Gurney... too bad i didn't hav those photos tat we took in penang, so i cant post it here... but those r memories in my mind :)

N finally, i came back to work.. n yes, i dun like it~ i didn't feel happy at all working in this company nowadays... im numb... its sucks! rest my mind 1st... n i gotta think of something better to do instead of forcing myself to work in here... shit~

Never forget tat i had a gathering with my coll classmates... omg... they r awesome!! love them like a family.. i really enjoyed a lot everytime when i hang out with u guys.. organize more gatherings pls... im sure i'll turn up~ lolx...

Actually.. something stupid n silly is bothering me... i dunno how 2 explain... but it just made me moody... n tats y i came back to my blog again... the most important thing is.. rest my mind... relax my soul~ nitez guys...

Finally..

2009-09-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

well... had been busy with my work recently... which caused me 2 stop blogging for weeks~~ the only thing i'll do after work is SLEEP~~ for those who know me well will understand this.. cuz my hobby is sleep... no matter how long i sleep i wont feel enough... haha... call me a sleeping pig~ but these 2days had been busy looking for a dress... this weekend is a very special day for my family.. my cousin is goin 2 get married~~hooray... haha... everyone is coming back to attend his wedding... n me... ofcoz im goin back~ will nvr missed his special day... went to one u last nite... searching for a dress but cant get one~~ duh.. finally i got 1 at the curve juz now.. hehe...

it actually has some blue n grey colour on it... because of the light effect.. it looks greyish~~

The Kiss Goodbye...

2009-09-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

Mic has finally left to UK.. thinking back when we sent her off yesterday really makes me cry... viewed her blog juz now n saw tat she added a song to her playlist which is 'Kiss Goodbye' by Leehom... this song really reminds me a lot of things... it was 'our' song... i still remember when we broke up n i dun even dare to listen to this song for a long period.. but for now i'll only keep it as a memory... maybe u even had forgot about this song... u came into my life n stayed in my heart for three years... u left in a sudden where its hard for me to face it... now u r gone where i still need to move on.. u r no longer a part of my life... im glad tat i'd let u go... glad to see tat u enjoy ur life now.. all the best to u.. n im gonna live my life better... thanks for visiting my life... thanks for the memories...

A free day~~

2009-09-03T18:15:00.000-07:00

Today im suppose to work... but this morn when i woke up i felt tired n my eyes was swollen... so i decided to rest for a while n see will it get better or not... few hours later i felt more dizzy... n tat is y im here staying at home n blog~ haha... luckily my manager allow me to take an annual leave, so tat i can rest more... thinking to go somewhere but dunno where else to go... tmr mic is leaving d... me n my colleague will be goin 2 PD juz to hav some fun there... its suppose 2 be a farewell trip ... but until now i still havent make up my mind yet... ppl around us keep asking me n i keep answering by saying 'dont know'... even though mom n 2nd sis said its ok for them even if i stick with the company... but jessica didnt seems to be happy when i told her wat i think... sigh... maybe im gonna take a week of unpaid leave when she's back in msia to accompany her then get back 2 work after tat... hope she's fine with tat... :(

Confuse...

2009-09-01T18:10:00.000-07:00

Met my boss few days ago... we had a nice talk... and we actually found out tat it was a misunderstanding which had caused me to resign.. so he provided me a better offer n asked me stick with this company again... It really confused me... me myself noe tat i love this job much... but sometimes i do feel piss off the things happen in here... wat should i do? resign? or stay? can someone pls giv me some advice? i cant think of anything at the moment... i tot i've actually made up my mind but it confuse me again n again... help~~~

Goodbye to u, Goodbye to me..

2009-09-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

Went back to ipoh last fri juz to hav a farewell dinner with my dear fren mic.. We've known each other since we were young... even though we din spend much time together after we've grad from secondary school but i noe we r in each other's heart~ hehe.. N now its the time for her to further her studies.. gonna miss u much mic!! hope u'll hav a great life in UK... n nvr ever forget me!! pls do keep in touch with all of us~ God bless ya...

the all of us...

Me & dear Mic..

Here are some photos when i met mic in ipoh a couple of months ago... we had a heart-to-heart talk.. its been a long time since the last time we met.. i really had a nice talk with ya mic..

our drinks :)

-=The Decision=-

2009-08-30T19:11:00.000-07:00

Here goes my very 1st blog.. Had been thinking to blog since long ago but didn't have the time 2 start one and was lazy to blog.. :p.. Afterall, i've decided to resigned from my company.. had been working in the company for about 1 and a half year.. even though i love this job so much but this is the only way to make myself feel better... its hard for me to make this decision but as i said, this is the only thing i can do...n im glad tat my family was there to support me.. I would like to thank all my lovely colleagues here who had been there for me all this while.. specially Mr. Tuck.. im really glad to hav a fren like u.. thanks for lending ur helping hands to me whenever i need... n thanks for being a good listener everytime when i hav lots 2 tell.. i understand tat things will be different after i've gone... i gotta move on with my life.. either study or to get a new job... while u'll still stick with the company.. but no worries.. u'll always be in my heart n i'll be right there for u whenever u need... good luck to u n good luck to me...

Dy Lui & Tuck Zai :)

Mr. Tuck :P